As I have to start moving on from university fellowship, I start to realize the importance if not the necessity of a community. While sitting at home this evening...looking at the clock ticking...contemplating whether to go to ccf or not - in the end I decided to stay and have some fellowship time with God.
It was great nonetheless reading Scripture and books, yet there was that something missing. May I call that as such some person to bounce off ideas with. It's always great to have someone challenging you on the other side, giving you the opportunity to think in different perspectives.
In search of a new community is tough...especially while keeping in touch with old ones. I have the tendency to cut off ties in order to move on. And this time, maybe as while being honest to myself, it's really really something that I need to pray for. For God to really refine me through this process. So that I'll preserver, be open, and to allow God to be in control :)
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