Faithful One

Thank you JH! :D I'm so grateful to have a sister/friend like you. Completely broke down...maybe as you said, it's a lot better that I let it all out than when it's to the point I explode.

It's funny how God answered my prayer at that moment. I was so stressed out, was tearing up in the library, and texting at the same time. I was praying to God asking for someone to pray with me, to calm me down, and just to reel me back in...

Then I receive a phone call, on the other end, the voice said "I'm in G caf."

I rushed down...trying to hold in my tears...but I just collapsed. This past month, everything in this past month came out. All the frustrations, all the confusions, all the...literally everything. Couldn't stop crying, and JH, you just let me be who I was and to be completely true to my feelings. I praise God for you <3 God has definitely blessed me with you this year. I still remember the first time we met, you prayed with me.

Took me so long just to stop my tears and your prayer was just...the dam collapsed again :P The prayer reminded me so much of the song that I've been looping lately...

Faithful one, so unchanging
Ageless one, you're my rock of peace
Lord of all I depend on you
I call out to you, again and again
I call out to you, again and again

You are my rock in times of trouble
You lift me up when I fall down
All through the storm
Your love is, the anchor
My hope is in You alone

I'm in so much joy just to be able to share with you God's faithfulness. The "little things" that God has showed us both individually allows us to bear witness to His greatness. (Can't really share them here to other people :( but God is good!)

I really can't wait to see what God has in stored. I'm nervous...I'm emotional about it, but I guess it'll be alright :D You reminded me to find peace in Him, to trust in Him, and just let go and let God!